This is your future self. Stop spending so much time worring about the future. I've got this handeled. Your only job is to be present, in this very moment. There is no such thing as the "right" path. Remember that time you dropped everything to be a a tattoo artist to only discover that WASN'T what you actually wanted? Your biggest fear became a reality, and it was the greatest blessing. Or the time you were sure that person was "the one", and instead you two broke up a week later? Believe me, you are better off. Do I even have to mention the Hawaii fiasco? You have yet to get yourself into a hole you couldnt get yourself out of, so chill out. If life always went according to your plan, your life would be boring. I love you forever and have your back. Sincerly, Your Future Self.